AmandaGig

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23/Houston/raver/biomedical engineering student.


"Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breath in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes."

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Breathe in…

Breathe out…

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— 4 days ago with 401005 notes
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I don’t care that you got into drugs for three months straight, or how much sleep you lost in that period. I don’t care that you went home and fucked that person and woke up at 6am hating everything about yourself, or that you smoked so much you sounded as though your lungs were giving out.

You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.

You’re just human, and being human means you need to survive and you do so whichever way you deem fit, fuck everyone else.

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HE. (via stayygone)

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— 3 weeks ago with 169071 notes
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1. If he doesn’t answer, don’t keep sending texts. If he wanted to talk to you, he would’ve responded.

2. People will make time for you when they care about you. If he says he’s too busy or constantly cancels his plans, he doesn’t care. People fight for you when they care.

3. Don’t let him touch you on the first date. If he tries, he’s not there for the same reasons you are.

4. You can tell a lot about a person by their favorite book.

5. If he can stomach more than ten straight shots without feeling a thing, he drinks too much.

6. Ask the uncomfortable things. When was the last time he was so high he couldn’t speak? What does he regret the most? Does he drink to remember or to forget?

7. Don’t send pictures unless you want to. If he has to talk you into it, don’t do it. If you hesitate, don’t do it. If you do take a picture, don’t include your face. Keep yourself safe.

8. If you can’t laugh when you’re having sex with him, maybe you aren’t sleeping with the right person. Sex isn’t about tricks and tips and routines.

9. If he hurts you, cut him out. He’s gone, he isn’t coming back, and you don’t need to prolong the pain.

10. Don’t be afraid to open up again. I promise not everyone will love you with a knife behind their back.

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Boy advice from someone who made the same mistakes too often (via guiseofgentlewords)

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— 3 weeks ago with 133572 notes
healthy-fit-happy:

eatmethin:

21 Day Junk Food Free Challenge.Day 1: What is your current weight and what would you like it to be?
Day 2: What is your favourite part of your body?
Day 3: If you were at your ultimate goalweight right now what piece of clothing you buy/wear?
Day 4: What is your exercise routine?
Day 5: What is your favourite healthy snack or treat?
Day 6: Do you binge? If so, when was your last binge and how did it make you feel?
Day 7: What was the last compliment you remember receiving? What is the best compliment you could possibly receive?
Day 8: Have you got any tips or tricks to keep yourself from eating junk food?
Day 9: What is your favorite type of exercise?
Day 10: What do you like in a partner?
Day 11: Which part of being healthy do you struggle with the most? Diet? Exercise? Sleep? Mental Health?
Day 12: Why do you want to be fit?
Day 13: Do you have a special event coming up that you want to look good for? Who would you like to impress?
Day 14: Do you like yourself? How do you deal with negative feelings? What do you like the most about yourself?
Day 15: How do you feel after two weeks junk free? How have you found the last two weeks?
Day 16: Do you do weight training, cardio or both? What is you favorite and least favorite exercise?
Day 17: What are your top 3 reasons for being healthy?
Day 18: Do you go to the beach? Do you wear a bikini? How do you feel when you do so? Would you like to feel differently?
Day 19: Who do you look up to health/fitness-wise? What is it that you admire most?
Day 20: What is your ultimate fitness goal?
Day 21: How do you feel? Have you noticed any changes in yourself?


Hmmm want to do this! Who’s with me?

healthy-fit-happy:

eatmethin:

21 Day Junk Food Free Challenge.

Day 1: What is your current weight and what would you like it to be?

Day 2: What is your favourite part of your body?

Day 3: If you were at your ultimate goalweight right now what piece of clothing you buy/wear?

Day 4: What is your exercise routine?

Day 5: What is your favourite healthy snack or treat?

Day 6: Do you binge? If so, when was your last binge and how did it make you feel?

Day 7: What was the last compliment you remember receiving? What is the best compliment you could possibly receive?

Day 8: Have you got any tips or tricks to keep yourself from eating junk food?

Day 9: What is your favorite type of exercise?

Day 10: What do you like in a partner?

Day 11: Which part of being healthy do you struggle with the most? Diet? Exercise? Sleep? Mental Health?

Day 12: Why do you want to be fit?

Day 13: Do you have a special event coming up that you want to look good for? Who would you like to impress?

Day 14: Do you like yourself? How do you deal with negative feelings? What do you like the most about yourself?

Day 15: How do you feel after two weeks junk free? How have you found the last two weeks?

Day 16: Do you do weight training, cardio or both? What is you favorite and least favorite exercise?

Day 17: What are your top 3 reasons for being healthy?

Day 18: Do you go to the beach? Do you wear a bikini? How do you feel when you do so? Would you like to feel differently?

Day 19: Who do you look up to health/fitness-wise? What is it that you admire most?

Day 20: What is your ultimate fitness goal?

Day 21: How do you feel? Have you noticed any changes in yourself?

Hmmm want to do this! Who’s with me?

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— 1 month ago with 2271 notes

the-absolute-funniest-posts:

We love necklaces with movement so here are some of the Jezie Jewelry necklaces that spin!

Love Spinner Necklace | Carousel Necklace | Flower Garden Necklace

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